The last two days have been utter shit. I played some guitar but everything else just keeps getting worse. To start off with my dad is in the hospital. It's only for an observation but it has me worried a bit. Car is once again unavailable and I think we may need to replace the flooring in the bathroom sooner than later. Naturally we have no money to do that with. There is a reason I've lost weight and it has nothing to do with whether I want to or not. Not that losing weight is a bad thing mind you.
I'm tired and would just like a break long enough just to get things to finally even out. It sucks when hot water is a luxury you cannot afford. Maybe it's finally time for me to snap and really go psychotic like everyone thinks I am anyways. Fuck this world anyway leave it for the sanctimonious christians and the belief in a dead god. Give me three sheets of acid and I'll go out flying high. The next person that says everything happens for a reason is going to get stabbed in the face with a rusty nail. Just fuck it all.
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